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.:Another Today Sucks:.

Thu Dec 17, 2009, 7:14 PM
IT SUCKS BALLS!


my cat nully is most likely dead....

my friend hit him with his car by "accident" but yet didn't have the common sense or w/e to pull over and check if it was my cat. I get home then run out everywhere to look for him and he's vanished and he's been "hit" since 3:10pm and all i can think of he's lying there in the ground cold unable to move feeling the cold freeze up his body till his heart stops beating and then his spirits goes away and it's like...o m g T-T

friend said he was limping away at the time...no blood anywhere in the area but doesn't mean he's not internally bleeding. my mom said she let him out as soon as she got home so he hasn't been home since around 11am....

i hate my life 8D;;; my only pet i had myself...still alive and dying or worse...dead. and ya know i don't want to accept that at all...it's just too much...D:

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:edit: Well now i found out today that Nully is now dead. my friend's (the one who hit him) friend found him and went to the vet and the doctor said he wasn't going to make it so Nully...he's put down and gone...i never got to see him :/ i cried when i got home then slept...then woke up at 8:20 to my mom waking me up and she cried too...when i told her. Out of all the cats that she's had he was the best one, the relationship between him and i and even mom was the greatest you could tell =3

i'd pounce and glomp him and snuggle him and then on saturday mornings sometimes my mom would open my door and he would come running and tackle me on the bed XD it was great it was like wonderful. when i wasn't home he'd bug my mom and she'd pet him and love him and he would love on her and it would be great for her and him too.

My brother was Nully's scratching post from day one he was the scratching post literally XD. hilarious. hehe


I could keep going but i don't want to cry again or bore you guys about the best year i had him since kittenhood.

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: TV
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: TV

.:Today sucks:.

Thu Dec 3, 2009, 1:44 PM
So today at school in my last class my English teacher was passing out our Essays from last quarter which was a long time ago lol and so i went to look in....and ._. i got an F! and most of it was all on grammer, spelling and punctuation!! So what makes my mind twirl is....so my stories have this same problem -.- so now i think i suck at stories as well 8D!!

Then i get home and all and stuff and my moms blood tests came back...to make sure that she doesn't get cancer again and stuff.....well now she has diabetes -.- along with that we've all already known after she survived breast cancer is that she also has leukemia which is hard on all of since she can't do a lot and i want to like smash my head into the wall

so like this i have an F so i think my stories suck....my mom has diabetes and leukemia.... SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK NEXT?! ._.

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Bone Shatter (Never Say Never)
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: nothing, as usual
  • Playing: Fiesta and Ipod

Wow...ouch!

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 1:30 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Reading: journal
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Luminous Arc on my DS, very interesting

Storeh time...shortly

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 7:15 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Reading: journal
  • Watching: nothing

yyaaeeyy

Mon Sep 28, 2009, 9:03 PM
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Heaven - DDR
  • Reading: journal
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Pokemon: SoulSilver
  • Eating: Pork chops and baked potato
  • Drinking: 7 up
yyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy lip ring!!!

ooooohhhhh nnnnnnnnoooooooooooooo paain lol

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